Last night I was struggling with a knot in a pair of shoes. Pulling. Tugging. Trying very hard and getting seemingly nowhere other than really, really frustrated. Finally, in my I”M FREAKING OUT IF I CAN”T GET THIS UNTANGLED AND IT”S TAKING WAY LONGER THAN I ACCOUNTED FOR AND…insert your own expletives here.
In retrospect it was a small matter but at the time it was taking all my energy, both mental and physical. It was silly really that I was getting that worked up over a knot. Ridiculous that I was giving it so much energy. And even more absurd that I was working up a sweat.
Finally I paused. I put the shoe down and went to do something else.
Later on, calmer and not in a panic of momentary overwhelm, I picked up the shoe again. I grabbed both ends and pulled. Not hard but hard enough.
And the knot came out. Easy as that.
The struggle. The freak out. The panic. It did nothing towards my cause.
The pause. The letting go. Then the returning with a new state of mind?
Yes, that was just the thing.
Lesson learned. From a shoe.
So either I’ll learn to pause when things feel out of control, or I’ll switch to Velcro.